happy 2009 new year~

today is the last day of this year...year 2008
so far...i did archive some of my targets, and i feel satisfactory for my performance in the past whole year. i knew i didn't do really well academically...but i do grew up and gaining some new experiences in my life, which i think it would be helpful in my future life.
for those targets that i missed...i will try my best to archive it this time.
no more new hopes, no more new revolutions....tomorrow will be same me as usual.
i just like being myself in this way...convenient....comfortable, and steady go happy:)
another 8 days will be my winter exam, PES is coming...haha
but just let tonight as the last night for celebration...yeah~

slipper got changed...

slippers come in pair and go in pair...one left and one right. but something awkward happened to me yesterday...
i went to my friend's room, have some chit-chat and have some 'tang yuan'(is a kind of chinese food which usually chinese eat it on the 1st day of winter)..k, just stop the story-telling part, and back to the main point. everything was fine and we ended the conversation happily...then by the time i wish to go back my own room...

GOSH!!!!where is my another slipper? my left-side slipper had gone....and there is another lonely right-side slipper left. what the hack!!!who is that retarded wearing both LEFT-SIDE slipper and run away?can't his(or maybe her) feet feel the differences while wearing DIFFERENT SLIPPER ON BOTH FEET, somemore it's BOTH LEFT-SIDE slipper !!!
poor me still in the mood to find out who is the fellow run away with my slipper... looking all around and tracing every possibility(i was wearing both right-side slipper that time)walking on the muddy track thru and back hostel during winter...yet still unable to get any clue where my slipper gone....damn!

at the end...i wore both right-side slipper back to my room...aih~~gonna spend some money to buy another new slipper.

冬至。。。。

一年一次。。。。寒冷的冬天来临了
寒风刺骨，冷得我恨不得天天躲在被窝里
暖暖的被窝。。。。好舒服，但还是得爬出来
还得去上课，读书。。。。。好讨厌！
没法子啦。。。。这就是人生
要经得起考验，才会成长。。。。。。
不同的环境，有不同的挑战
冬天到了。。。这是是第五次和它锋面交战
我要加油。。。不能再多在被窝里冬眠了

曾几何时，你。。

曾几何时，你静悄悄的走进我的圈子，你是那么的靠近我
曾几何时，你每天都会吸引着我，让我目不转盯的看着你
曾几何时，你的一举一动，你的每一个字句，每一个画面我都想了解的一清二楚
曾几何时，你变成我的最爱。。。。让我要天天呵护你、爱戴你
曾几何时，你的心情会直接影响我，带我飞入云霄、坠落山谷
曾几何时，你发脾气使我最害怕的事
曾几何时，你要离开我是我万万不敢想象的事
曾几何时，你开始成为我生命中的一部分，每天都不能少了你，每一秒都需要你
曾几何时，你是我现在最想珍惜、最不想失去的

我不知未来可以和你在一起多久，但我会支持你、祝福你、保护你，希望你能和我一起走下去
希望你别在闹脾气，别再当机咯~不然我会很忙，没心情做任何东西了

happy :D

someone just told me i rant too much, i m not happy and complaining too much with my current life.....
yes..indeed she is correct.
i was really angry, dissatisfy, unpleasant with the worst ever ISP i had in my life...
but now i have made up my decision...give up and choose for other option is the best solution
never be stubborn for how much money i already spend on it, but be penny wise for no longer wasting money on the lousiest ISP ever.
it just have an award from me, the ukraine lousiest ISP----> fakeweb@realweb

hm...
i have less trouble now, my studies is currently good and my life is great
i feel happy with my life now
and i just have an early peek on a hand-made xmas card for me...haha
it makes me even happier
thanks ya

damn!

i was soooo happy this evening.....thinking that i finally have my internet line back. while enjoying the refreshing internet service , it goes back to internet line down again just less than half hour(straight after the office hour). yet after times of reformat my comp...the 'unknown virus' still hunt me down, so sad
i have no idea how to clear it....it doesn't affect other system of my comp except the internet line....so weird~ i was wondering whether my comp been setup to prohibit from accessing to internet, but i still manage to online via wireless ISP.....
from now on i will be supporter of wireless ISP... waving goodbye to the money cheating lousy service providing ISP aka fakeweb.
damn....wasted my installation and monthly fee

i.....

i felt emptiness
i m blank
i wish to be isolated
i don't want any disturbance...
i want my own space
i want absolute silence
i just....... wanna be true to myself
i will be just fine :)

ENT cycle~

another new cycle...ENT stand for eat nose and throat. someone told me this cycle is needless to study, because the teacher will teaches all the way till the very last minute....oh yeah, this is a damn good news for me(since i really hate to study books)
but wait...i just had my 1st day for this cycle...it ain't that good for me :(

teacher is nice and kind enough to teach us patiently,trying hard to feed us with all kind of informative useful knowledge, and add some interesting funny story in between to make the class more cheerful.....sound very good rite?

the only bad thing is...she speak 98% in RUSSIAN LANGUAGE. imagine you are forced listening to unfamiliar language continuously for 3-4 hours WITHOUT BREAK or REST,( pls bear in mind, no closing eyes, no day dreaming allowed and you should stare at her all the time). it will squeeze your brain till dry to digest what ever she said,deplete your brainpower to the lowest level ever...... and i salute her so much for non-stop talking during long period without feeling tire or dry mouth..

the only thing we all did during our 1st class is to keep looking at watch and counting the time to go back home.....it's torturing man~~! we all just waiting for the magical words-->можно иди дамои!(you may go home) and rush back to hostel

aih~no choice...self study will work better for me

p/s..weather changed colder now...reaches below zero, sign of winter coming :S
it will be a colder winter

a funny joke~

It's possible you may hv read or heard this before ..... sort of reflects on our PM and his Ministers ..

Abdullah Badawi was visiting Singapore and during a meeting with Brigadier Lee, he commented to him that he was so disappointed with his cabinet people for being stupid, and asked him how he managed to have such an efficient cabinet in Singapore.

PM Lee said, 'Simple, Abdullah, I choose able men for my cabinet. Abdullah asked, 'Yes, but how do you know that they are able?'

PM Lee replied : Just ask them simple questions to test their intelligence.
They don't need to be too difficult. Let me illustrate to you.'

Just then, DPM Tony Tan was walking by, PM Lee called out to him, 'Hey Tony, come over here.Tony walked briskly over and PM Lee asked, 'Tell me, Tony, who is your
father's son ?'

Tony Tan immediately replied, 'Me ! Of course.' PM Lee turned to Abdullah and said, 'See, all my ministers can answer such questions. Why don't you go back and try?'

Abdullah thanked PM Lee and left for Putra Jaya.Once he was back, he immediately summoned Home Minister Syed Hamid, and shot the question at him, 'Tell me, Hamid, who is your father's son?'

Syed Hamid was shocked beyond words and did not know the answer. After a while, he recovered and said, 'Boss, let me find out and I'll tell you tomorrow.'

Abdullah, a bit disappointed, agreed, hoping that Syed Hamid will give him the answer the next day.

Meanwhile, Syed Hamid was panicking that the PM was testing him. He tried desperately to find out the answer from his staff, but none of them knew the answer.

The next morning, he thought a smart guy like Anwar must know the answer. So he phoned and when Anwar picked up the phone, Syed Hamid said: 'Hello, Anwar !!, I want to ask you a question. If you do not willingly give me the answer, I shall have you detained under the ISA.'

Anwar then agreed reluctantly and Syed Hamid asked: 'Tell me, who is
your father's son?'

Anwar who was fuming at having been threathened over such a trivial question replied: 'Of course it's me, you stupid!' and he slammed the phone down.

Satisfied that he got the answer, Syed Hamid confidently walked into Abdullah's office and said: 'Boss, I've got the answer to your question.'

Abdullah, happy that his minister wasn't that dumb, said, 'So tell me quickly Hamid, who is your father's son?'

Syed Hamid confidently replied, 'It's ANWAR!'

Abdullah slapped his own forehead in disgust and said: ' No you stupid ! It's TONY TAN !'

everything possible!!!

When someone tells you that you can't do something ...


Look around...

Consider all options...

Select your best option, then GO for it!

Use all the things God gave you(or your parents gave u)
Be creative!

In the end, you will succeed and prove them wrong!

Always remember
Nothing is impossible, if your heart is willing

there is a will, there is a way;
if u wanted n willing to do something, there will always a way for u :)

i personally like this article soooo much, so inspiring n so creative,ha~
wish u guys out there have a blessed day, and millions appreciation to the person who sent me this mail.....thankz

wu liao-ness??

i wonder why sooo many people are sooo free to male such tag here n there...update their blog(s) few times a week, some even few times a day......oh gosh!!!!where they get so much of spare time??i myself been craving for more time to spend, at least let me sleep more...(yes!! i m a lazy sleep lover)
maybe those tags will allow ur frens, or even some other strangers to know more about u(nah..who cares what they know about me,what i need is just 1 or 2 true frens...that's enough for me) i do sometimes pick up those wu liao tasks(last time in friendster buletin)when i was really wu liao , bt nw.....i jz lazy to bother abt it,ha~(with some excueses)
1. my english level is too poor....i need more time to type it out :P
2. my typing speed is slow....i will consume more than my sleeping time for just typing that
3.currently busy with my peadiatric surgery posting.....tire
4.busy chating with some one else...hahahaha
5. thinking where can i go for my winter holiday....(not yet pass my end sem exam le,aih)

yet, sometime it's still fun n happy to read it on some other fren's blog...so jz keep pass the ball around will ya?
at least i m not in the wu liao mood nw....maybe some other day:P

男人女人

第一次听这首歌是在星光四帮学长合唱中潘裕文与康禎婷唱的。。。一听之下变爱上它了

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

爱爱爱爱了几回
也明白其中滋味
付出的从来不会等于收回
我却还在等待着谁能出现

伤伤伤伤了几回
也曾经为爱憔悴
爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈
我却还是学不会狠心对谁

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生

男人男人多希望你是好人
多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼
女人女人我答应做个好人
不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等
你就是我等的那个人

男人男人
女人女人
多么希望你是对的人

songs to share...

JJ的歌真好听。。很想和大家一起分享

小酒窝


期待爱

again disappointment....

what the hack r u doing?the internet connection was good for past 2 days but now it worsen,even worst than what i had before...damn it!!!
sometimes i cant even open my web pages after times of refreshing....
i totally disappointed with the way u provide service
empty promises n sweets feeding to us......what a shame on u!

finally some improvement.....

was complaining about the internet service for the past 1-2 months....and finally we get what we deserved...1 mb/s, hahaha
but will it be permanent? ...we will wait and see. if anything just goes wrong again, we will all go together and have turn the realweb office upside down again. :P




no more rant about realweb this time...hope u do ur job well in future

Look at picture first, then read!!!!!

These are signs in Japanese metro trains,

'Priority seats for ................',

from left to right:

1. person with injured arm
2. person holding a child
3. pregnant woman
4. person with injured leg

Not at all what U thought !!!

funny hor.....that fella with injured leg n BIG stomach hor~hahahha

barbarian act

currently facing some barbarians in my university, who are so 'chicken' and jealous of others' success...some medical students making such coward actions, what a shameless people.
What is the matter with you?stop hiding your bunny tails in the bushes and come out talk like a man!!

what a lousy thing!!!

just stopby here and release all the hatred generated after days of meaningless classes
currently having my tropical disease cycle....it's going to end soon next monday, thank GOD!!!
this is a quite important subject, yet she makes me feel so disappointed......
she just make the class so dull, so boring,so time wasting...so meaningless to us
answering on MCQs without knowing the correct answer at the end.....what's the point???
how to learn without knowing the mistake?
i wonder how a person don't teach, don't know how to answer students' questions capable to become a teacher, even giving lectures and publishing books.....hopeless~~~~
i hate it such much, but i can't do anything about it....
everything have to depends at own..self study!
better stop ranting and continue my work.

just a random click

i randomly click on someone's blog...and i saw this interesting article....just hv some fun with it :D

i Your Birthdate: August 14

You work well with others. That is, you're good at getting them to do work for you. yeah~i know tat :P It's true that you get by on your charm. But so what? You make people happy! i hope i really do You're dynamic, clever, and funny. And people like to have you around. ha~ But you're so restless, they better not expect you to stay around for long. oppps~~~too bad Your strength: Your superstar charisma yeah~~that's right Your weakness: Commitment means nothing to you cam liao.....:S Your power color: Fuchsia never heard it before Your power symbol: Diamond i know tat only girls like diamonds Your power month: May why may?

if u want to know more abt ur birthday...just click the link below

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Life Path Number is 8

Your purpose in life is to help others succeed am i myself succeed??hm.... You are both a natural leader and a natural success. You are also a great judge of character. oh...i didn't notice that... You have a head for business and finance. You know how to make money. really?how come i m still running out of money? A great visionary, you can see gold where other people see nothing. gold gold where are you?? In love, you are very generous - with gifts, time, and guidance.haha indeed~ You love to inspire people, but it can be frustrating when they don't understand your vision. it's true...i experienced it :( Great success comes easily for you. But so does great failure, as you are very reckless. oh shit...i have to prevent that You are confident, and sometimes this confidence borders on arrogance. is it?do tell me if i did :P

if u want to know more abt ur life path....just click the link below

What Is Your Life Path Number?

busy busy

i was busy all the while.. i wonder why there are only 24 hours everyday?
i need more time...
i need to become like superman...restless with super power
give me more time and power!!!!

戴愛玲-對的人

爱情之道

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，

总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，

你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，

不论做什么事情，

只要能一起，就是好的，

但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，

你开始发现了对方的缺点，

於是问题一个接著一个发生，

你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，

有人说爱情就像在捡石头，

总想捡到一个适合自己的，

但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？

*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?

其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，

或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，

但是记住人是有弹性的，

很多事情是可以改变的，

只要你有心、有勇气，

与其到处去捡未知的石头，

还不如好好的将自己已经拥有的石头磨亮磨，你开始磨ma？

很多人以为是因为感情淡了，

所以人才会变得懒惰。

错！

其实是人先被惰性征服，

所以感情才会变淡的。

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，

这时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只虾，我就剥二十只给她！

现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？

难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。

因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。

如果每个人都

懒得讲话、

懒得倾听、

懒得制造惊喜、

懒得温柔体贴，

那么夫妻或是情人之间，

又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？

所以请记住：

有活力的爱情，

是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，

谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议而延误了， 当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟， 他的男朋友很不高兴的说：你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了， 我以後再也不会等你了！ 刹那间，女孩终於决堤崩溃了， 她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境； 女孩赶到的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上， 此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪却是温馨的。你体会到了吗？

*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时， 很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变罢了！

懂了吗？

当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。

那并不代表你会选择他。

*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。

但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的时候，

你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。

可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。

假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？

其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现的。

或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，

但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久了，只是你没发觉而已呢？

所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。

所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。

如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不过气来， 完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，

喝酒不要超过六分醉，

吃饭不要超过七分饱，

爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？

我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；

要道歉，也要道谢；

要认错，也要改错；

要体贴，也要体谅；

是接受，而不是忍受；

是宽容，而不是纵容；

是支持，而不是支配；

是慰问，而不是质问；

是倾诉，而不是控诉；

是难忘，而不是遗忘；

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；

是为对方默默祈求，

而不是向对方诸多要求；

可以浪漫，但不要浪费；

可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

desert safari - dubai!

ha...finally i m free to upload some pic of mine during my transit in dubai~

i din walk around in dubai city center..it was tooooo hot for me, and i rather stay indoor :P
but i went to desert safari.hoooo~~it was fun!! it's like rollercoaster in middle of desert,hahaha
until i felt nausea at the end of journey...OMG!

hehe, 1st time so close to u..Mr. Camel
4WD in action..can u see my shadow?

lost in middle of desert...it's like hell~sunset in desert..i like this pic:)just posing...after one tiring day in desert safari..i m exhausted :S
having lunch...i forget what i had..but it's huge in amount,haha

hm..i din really unmask the unique of dubai..but i did enjoy my stay in dubai, especially the desert safari...a must try if u ever come to dubai!

YES~~back online for 2nd time!!

i hope this is the final time i post with this title...really get fed-up with the service here.
i get back my internet connection..all by my own effort.haha
the physical address really mess me up....if i know how to fix it i should have online 2 days earlier..
but nvm...everything settle now, currently i m happy with the connection speed.
jz pray hard it wont unplug anytime...amen~

what the hack??

i should have brought the new comp with wifi or wireless connection....
aiks......i m so suffer here with slower than slow internet speed..i paid so much money for nothing, damn it!
i was lure by it's advertisement of offering 1 mb broadband speed..but end up with it's speed slower than dail-up modem....
no money refunded...what lousy excuse given was something gone wrong with the cable planted.
almost one week passed with lousy speed.....wordless, motionless, voiceless... :(

lousy internet service...

was happy when i just get back my internet service in ukraine few days ago....but it screwed up later on one day after i get it back, with snail speed and transfer rate nearly to ZERO....and it continues until now, which seems gonna be endless
i cant sign in msn, even i can sign in, i cant chat with my friends
i cant load or open any pages, even i can load, it will never be fully loaded
i cant do anything without internet!!!! SHIT!!!!

how come i need to pay over 240+ griven (around RM200+) for nothing?? how come i paid so much money yet i still cant get what i should have?how come i paid so much money to make myself angry??

U SUCKS REAL WEB!!! IF U DON'T PROVIDE BETTER SERVICES I WILL MAKE SURE U REFUND MY MONEY BACK!!!!!

yes~~back online!

after few days of waiting waiting and waiting, here comes the internet service, ha~ i m finally back online.
Life in ukraine without internet is the most torturing period, WHY?? because it's the best way to stay contact with the world outside. Sound like i m lost in a 3rd world country, YES, indeed i m 'lost', but i have survived here for 4 years.

hey cutie!

met this little 4 years old cutie on my way to KL...she just sooooo cute that i cant resist to take down her photo,of course i did ask for permission from her parent, which just sit beside her.
initially she just a shy girl who sat in front of me..starring at me.OPPPs~am i that handsome to attract such little cutie??hahahahha~

then i start playing with her..start with a smile, then follow by some weird facial expression. she is such an active girl..u see what's her respond

neh...dun kiss me pls :P

then she offer me some snacks,wahahaha~she keep on asking me to take it and saying it's delicious,but i rejected her. hope i didn't hurt your little heart.my mum always teach me not to simply accept something from stranger, especially food :P
then u see what's her reaction...

oh,she gonna punch me!!

no la, she didn't do so, it's just a shooting that seems like she is angry, yet she still looked so cute,haha~
thankyou for making my 45 minutes journey to KL so joyful,haha
it's fun to have u there :D

a BIG DAY for me

2 days ago it was my 2nd sister's BIG DAY, her wedding day..she was so pretty, charming ,happy and so on(i lazy to describe so much,hehe)
today is my BIG DAY...yes!!!at last this day have arrived
why it's a big day?because today will be another chapter of my life, no matter how it ends....i will be a different me by tomorrow.
p/s:2 more days to stay in msia before going back to ukraine...aih~~~

you're so beautiful

jz dun know y i like this song so much..jz love it~~

singapore again~

i m in s'pore nw, will be here for one week until my sis wedding..
actually i hv nothing much to do here..juz to meet up with my old friends n family..
jz once in a year..i hope they will come out meet with me no matter how,haha
shopping?....no, i m not the shopping type, i dun simply spend money
but i m goin to search for some special gift, for some1 special, any suggestion?
hope i can get wat i want, haha
but the crowd, the jam, the long queue really making ppl crazy..i dun like this kind of life :@

update again..

recently i was really busy..
help here help there..done alot of stuffs for my "sweet home"(or store room,i prefer call it tat way :P)
although u might always see me online in msn..but i was always busy with something..
doing something very important to me, to my life..to my future as well
although life is unpredictable..but i do hope things go well for me
"there is a will, there is a way.
if you willing and wanted to do something,
there will be always a way for you."

p/s:china won 49 gold medals, wahhaha for sure will become champion in gold medal tally!! enjoy the closing ceremony tonite!!

cheers~~catch up with u guys later!

奇闻

今天看见一出新闻。。觉得非常好笑，竟然有人在国会提出这种问题 “女教師究竟是否造成學生心智有問題”
当然，他立即被反驳“若女教師比男教師多是個問題，那我國的政治領域問題更大，因為掌握高職的政治人物幾乎都是男性”。性别的差异,会对小孩们有心理发展影响。。但女教師究竟是否造成學生心智有問題，还是个未知数
更好笑的是，有人问“男不男，女不女的人妖是否能當教師？？”
你说呢？？
还有一个报道说最近有一位男教師因參加人妖選美而遭逮捕，真是天下奇闻！！
没想到有这样的老师，唉~

update..b;day

been few days never come back to this site.. seems like i nearly forget i have ever written in this blog,haha

just back here to thank my dearest friends who celebrated my b'day for me..thankyou very much~~we had a great lunch together somewhere in Midvalley..hoho, i also dun know where is the place actually, i just follow the gang :Pa big thanks to my dear friends~

we had a thai style lunch.. the foods taste good(some are really spicy) and the price are quite cheap as well. but if u ask me where is the shop locate?... sorry, i also lost inside there,haha..but i rmb it's opposite a doughnut shop called 'big apple'.

bruise

this what i get while moving the BIG stones...arg~~~~~
bruises all over my thigh..
what a good b'day 'present' for myself...

太公移山

我老爸不知几时买了一堆大石头，说要筑起一面石墙，以防止泥土崩下来
那堆石头，说少不少。。。小的好比一个手掌大，大的比头还要大几倍呢！！全部加起来。。应该有几十公吨吧~~
昨天一大早我就开始推着‘鸡公车’，把大石头从大马路，一路推到家后面。。大约十公尺的距离吧。。
一车才能载几粒。。。而且那条路也凹凸不平，推起来也满费力气的，还需要用脚推。。结果大腿都‘黑青’了。。。加上丽阳高照，真的让我感觉到汗流峡背，从头到脚趾头都是汗水，好久没有尝试这种滋味了。
今天推了大半天也才搬了不到五份一。。我的天啊！！！！看来接下来的几天都必须埋头苦干了。。。。辛苦了~
糟糕。。。肌肉开始酸痛了。。:S

recall back......

i read a blog written by one of my friend in secondary..(it's written in chinese, sorry for those who can't read chinese)
his article might be sound a bit sarcastic, but i cant deny he is good in writing.. it's straight to the point! last time i used to listen to his crapping in class,sometimes it's good, sometimes it's funny...
this is his recent writing, which makes me recall back what was once happened to some of my friends few years back....

they scored very good result, one of them even the best in the country...yet them still failed to get their 1st choice of local university selection, some even drop out from the choice of selection, while i only manage to get my 8th choice as my 'insurance' to enter local university. WHY???!?!?
why the top students are not the top priority of the country? are we left out by our country??
this tradition was started long long ago(i don't even know when it started), and it continues till today, will it change in the future???only god knows

so, for those who manage to 'run' away, of course they will 'run', and i'm one of the lucky one who manage ran far away to fulfill my ambition, for those who unable....u know the story la~

but.. the point i want to stress is down here. for every malaysian out there from all over the world who might have the chance to read this, pls stop complaining, put away ur hatred and put in efforts in CONTRIBUTING to our home country,

IT SEEMS LIKE WE ARE LEFT OUT BY OUR BELOVED COUNTRY
BUT....
THE PEOPLE HERE ALWAYS NEED US,
THE COUNTRY ALWAYS NEED US,
THE COUNTRY NEVER FAILED US,
IT'S THE RULING SYSTEM WHO FAILED US; WHO DISAPPOINT US; WHO LEAVE US BEHIND

to make for changes, it will take times...courages, and efforts
let us not to blame for what had happen, but unite to work for a better future

it takes few days to resemble a car
few months to built a house
few years to grow a tree
but to raise a country it will take never lasting efforts with efficient ruling system

have a thought of it~

olympic fever

today is 080808....a very best day for chinese(coz 8 is a very good number for chinese) and also a good day for me coz i just finish my elective posting at hospital, wahahaha~~~i m free!!!this day is also a BIG day for China, Beijing 29th olympic games started on the 8th of august 2008 8.08pm
'one world, one dream'~ was the slogan for this olympic games..
the opening ceremony was magnificently stunning...although i didn't watch the entire opening ceremony..so sad, but i gonna download it and keep it :)
and of course as a fan of sport i keep myself updated with most of the sport event...
hope i really have time to do so...coz the next olympic i will be in hospital most the time, i will not have the chance to do so
2 days passed, alot medals are given out...and guess who will top the medal tally?
China?? USA?? or Russia?.....
as an oversea chinese, of course i hope China can top the tally in their home country
getting bored by seeing either Russian or USA be the tycoon in sport arena..i prefer new faces, especially from Asia,haha
without astro.....i can't catch up with most the live events.. rtm 1 & 2 live commentary are just insufficiency to fill up my thirst for the sport news
but i will find out most of the final results from the net,wahahaha

let the fever begins~~~

posting in medical ward

this week i started my posting in medical ward..as usual i go to hospital at the morning and return home at the afternoon.
most of my friend asked me,'did u get paid while working in hospital'......which i hope i did, as i m run out of money all the time during my summer holiday(no pocket money mar)
actually i'm not working in hospital at this present time. i m just a medical student, which still have long way to go, much things to learn...who gonna hire me as a medical assistant who know just little thing? just let me know and i will definately go to them,hahaha

some of my friend already done their posting, on their way for holiday plan, while i still have 2 weeks to go...sometime i just found it's quite boring to be alone in hospital...what can i do, it's so hard to find a person with same objective as i in the hospital, or maybe i just not that lucky to meet someone.

feeling tire and sleepy for the entire weekday since came back from my genting trip with family..
although i get myself enough sleep for 7 hours a day, but the hot weather just make me feeling lethargic and my eye lid heavier than ever... just hate the feeling

life...

life are so precious, so priceless....
this is the only chance we have and it will never take twice
yet there are still people who take it easy....
i wonder what's the meaning of life to them

i have seen many people were sent to A&E due to their carelessness
especially those people who drink and drive....
should we pity them?
as a personal, i won't feel sorrow for them as they are risking his and other people's life, wasting all kind of resources and time. THEY SHOULD PAY FOR IT.
but in medicine.. we should do our best to save a life no matter of what circumstances..
this sound a little bit contradiction..
'saving life, curing illness, practicing healthy life' is the main motor for me to practice medicine.
my friend once asked me a question 'what if the person you dealing with is your enemy who might kill you after that? will you safe him?'

1st night in A&E

today i was so intended to go for A&E department, since i m so looking forward to enter A&E in the past 3 weeks attachment in hosp
i was looking for a company all the time so that i won't feel too boring to be alone in A&E, but end up no one would like to company me coz all my friends are soooo 'busy'...so sad

yesterday night i said to myself i will go for A&E, haha
yes indeed i went for it alone......
i thought tonite i will be alone, maybe standing there whole night doing nothing but blocking those medical staffs....'niet'(which means 'no' in russian), it was a nice experience.
at 1st i met some IMU students, 'wau', they are hardworking, and one of them which i met are really brilliant and nice...but in my opinion most of them are great, just i don't have the opportunities to interact with them. really hope to learn more from them and the medical staffs.
and then i met my old IMU friends....i was really surprisingly to meet them. and thanks alot to them which makes my 1st night at A&E more fruitful....looking forward to join them as 'comrade',haha
i thought to stay there overnight, but half way in the middle i ran back home..just can't tahan the loneliness...
tmr will be another A&E night for me...