happy graduation

yeah...it's my day, my graduation day~


thanks kelvin and his GF for giving me such cute graduation present...haha
and thanks everyone for making my graduation a memorable event:)

here goes the end of my Uni life, and start of working life, gambateh everyone!!

tomorrow is the day

exams day....doom day?
it would be terrify for me if i were back to 6 years ago, when i still used to the exams style back in malaysia...but now, if u know i still can blog 1 day before my exams, u might be able to guess how m i doing now,hahaha

it's still important,as a process to be a doctor, and i m still a bit worried for tomorrow result, although it's kind of 99% sure for passing.
still, there's lot of stuff to cover, alot more memory power neeeeeeded(temporary memory actually) for sudden gush influx of information just for few hours of exams and may be forgotten straight after exams,hahaha~sound like waste of time and energy for me

anyway, just go back to where i was and continue to cover all the topics, hopefully
pls pray for me if u r free, and congrats for those who successfully passed their exams

2/3 a doctor

yeah~
u might be wanna ask...why 2/3?
what do i mean by 2/3?
actually it's jz nth much, to graduate as a doctor here..
1stly we have to pass our krok exam, which i did
then we will hv another 2 days for physical n oral examinations for 3 subjects each day
now...i already marched more than half way pass the door

i just realise, to graduate as a doctor from here is not difficult
but to practice as a doctor in life will be challenging....do u agree?

for a doctor gonna be out there, let face the challenges together~

it's over~

yes....finally it's over
no more krok,
no more rubbish english which makes me feel so retarded
everything is over
now,
i can only wait for the result...

lets pray for the best for everyone... :)

bye bye O&G, hello CID

finally...end of my O&G cycle
finally, finished reworking all my missed classes and exam
finally...i can walk without crutches
finally...it's last week of my 11th semester

O &G

having O&G cycle now...even with my right ankle sprained, i still want to go for class (the main reason is i don't want to have countless reworking classes)
so, finally we can have some chances to do VE and bimanual palpation, observed some abortions and even felt the curating movement......aih, when is my chance?

maybe i shouldn't be so rush, have to wait till my leg fully recover, then i shall get my chance...
still have plenty of time for me to get my chance.

is all the hardworks gonna pay off?

i'ts quite hard decision...it's all lie upon me and i guess it's quite huge responsibilities....
it's kind of 1st experience for me, but i believe i can handle it well, as i have bunch of good and nice comrades around me, we have had fight all along the way until now, we started as nothing, but now at least we can come out with something, and hopefully with this something can bring many many things for all of us.
but so far did we heard any compliments?......anyone heard it? tell me if you do :)
what i heard are all backtalks, criticism, bad remarks.....are we able to get through it?
are all our hardworks going into drains? it's all depends on the response, and it tells me it's GOOD!

for anyone out there, pls have a look inside, try to see for what we had done so far before giving any comments. your concern is highly appreciated :)

trying to walk today...but still felt something unusual with my right ankle joint....aih

can you spot the fracture?

see, this is my leg after the POP (plaster of paris, the name sound so nice but actually it's ugly :P)
what to do...there's really a tiny fracture on my right ankle, and i guess immobilize is the only way to let it heal

luckily i still able to change my pant after this POP :S

this is my x-ray can you find the fracture?

sprain ankle

had my right ankle sprained yesterday after the basketball game, and it's swollen, becoming bigger and bigger :S

initially i thought it should be fine, coz i m used to all kind of strain injury. so i just took my 'tie da jiu' and massage myself. but the prognosis is not as good as what i thought..it get worsen over the night, i hardly slept with my swollen ankle, and i felt the tightness of skin around ankle, due to the swollen foot

and this is what i saw on my right foot this morning

swelling of my right ankle, u can see the hematoma just below the lateral malleolus

comparing both feet..one big foot and another smaller

from the side.....gosh i felt tightening of skin :s

from there on....i start to decide going to hospital for treatment. 1st i asked help from jeffrey. he suggested me to find Dr Kong for treatment, and here goes my 1st acupuncture of my life....

ouch!!!

another 3 more :(

there are total of 5 needles

as the result of treatment...the swelling slowly resolve, but it still painful, and there are some chinese medicine herb on my ankle under the bandage

here goes my weekend with injured ankle :(

p/s: acupuncture is never painful, i just add the expression :P spraining the ankle is much more suffering from that

hopefully everything will be fine by tomorrow...swelling resolve, recovery of sprain and i will be able to walk soon :)

1st shoot of absinthe

heard of absinthe? yeah! i just get to know it last year, and only manage to try it out by yesterday night.
FYI...it's highly alcohol contain, around 60% or higher. it's something illegal elsewhere beside europe. U CAN ONLY GET IT IN EUROPE! (i got this from my friends...not sure it's true or not)

just get a shoot with 2 cubes of sugar, it smells like mint to me, then taste like.... some say it's listerine. U better try it urself, it can't be describe in words, at least with my level of english i'm unable to perfectly write it out, just give urself a shoot,ha~

it's great to have a try, but dun get urself drunk for it, just taste it :D

try to guess what else i did for the midnight?
haha~ i watch a horror movie alone in a dark room, without any lights and just with my laptop on....
my roomate was sleeping like dead body after the shoot,haha
and for the 1st time, i get shocked by a horror movie....that movie really scare me out :S
here goes my quarantine...watching movies till late night, which i suppose use for studing....
damn, i need some forces to push me for study.
it's very 'early morning' nw, and it's bed time for me...

day 1

never been so aimless....
wake up in the early morning without knowing the time...switch on my comp, and browse throught LAN for movies....
i even forget what i took for my breakfast.....2 bananas??
look thru a textbook, nelson peads.....or should i say, staring?
nothing much progression....coz i m just staring, the info just hardly enter my mind :S
i guess i never logined to fcbk as frequent as today in my life time.....hahaha

seems like my 1st day is totally unmotivated......damn!
searching for motivation, any suggestion?
maybe i should read something else other than textbooks :)

it's confirmed....

damn it...it's confirmed 3 weeks quarantine in simferopol
stay in my room and have movies marathon??
hm.....should be studies marathon for me....
maybe is good time for me to flip thru all the missed out pages

it's a very hot summer..

just finished all my papers yesterday, thereby my summer holiday started officially..... and there is nothing more relaxing and enjoying than sitting down comfortably, tasting sweet cooling ice-cream while watching movies.....haha

sound a little bit bored as this is just after exams...maybe i should just went out have some fun, do some crazy stuffs and release all the stress accumulated ages ago...yeah~should have gone out, but of course not immediately as i still have to restore back my energy after long exhausted exam period

it's very hot summer now...the sun is burning up every single inch ground on this poor earth, maybe not the entire earth, but the place i stay now is currently hot like hell...god bless my friends who will stay during their summer holiday in simferopol...i have no idea how they can survive the heat. what would if i m granted with a wish...my answer will be definitely a cooling air-conditioner if i were going to stay here during summer period

had a nice chit-chat with my best friend this afternoon...it was superb and we had some happy moments. glad that the exams are over, and we all are going back malaysia soon....here i come~~~
and lastly.....hopefully h1n1 virus wont find us all during the whole journey back to malaysia :)

c ya guys back in malaysia

good luck~

i guess everyone taking exams in next following few weeks need this more than anyone else...
the luck will determine ur exams result.....so 'play' hard with ur examiners,hahahaha

will be officially finish my 5th year of medical student life in just another 20 days,
come on...wish me luck :D

in the midnight....

wau.....now only i realized i have abandoned my blog for some time
the previous post was....OMG, 11 days ago
i missed out some replies...sorry guys, i was kinda busy lately.
not actually sticking my nose into books and notes....instead wondering here and there, watching britains got talent semifinals and listening to yiruma(this is a korean link, sorry guys)....both buzzing in my head constantly.
they are not irritating, yet i'm quite enjoying with them...just i guess the timing isn't that right then.
still have stack of notes to study, and time is running out....gosh~~~!and i'm still blogging here.

what to do...i hate boredom, and blogging is one of the best way for me to express myself, de-stress, and relax.
hm~~ should have rest earlier coz tomorrow gonna have another autopsy...
corpse and forensic are not my interests, just somehow we as medical students had to learn this :(
by the way, experience of cutting dead people maybe just once in the life time...u dare to try?

ExamZzzzzz

i believe this is the word most students hate about...
endless exams just like ton of stones pressuring on our shoulder
what to do..this is the student's life, get thru it!!!
time is running out, better catch up fast
why i added 'Zzzz' at the end there? coz all the study materials are super NARCOTIC

hahahaha

NO WATER

damn it!!! no water supply in hostel?????
i cant take bath after the long jog
no water for cooking, no water for washing, no water for everything!!!!
what else i can do with dirty smelly sweaty body?
can't lie on my bed for rest,
can't concentrate on my studies......
arhhhh......how to clean myself up?

damn!

somewhere in simferopol.....

It's a sunny day..we are so glad it's sunny day as 2 previous day was rainy. accompanied by the sun on top of us, it brighten up our day and makes our mood lighter :D
i took some pics and random shoots....

before walking to the bbq spot

cheeers~~happy gals

it's about 15-20 minutes walk up the slope

seems like endless long way up

again....gonna up some more :S
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patient la....here comes some nice view

we had the whole panoramic view of Marino, the reservoir dam, some houses, trees etc

me in the shoot :)

after some photo shooting...it's time to set up the fire before the hunger hunt us down.
well~ i just skipped that part as i have no intention to post about the foods and ways we ate......hahaha, lets get back to some other pictures

see this little yellow flower?

it's scatter everywhere over the hill....so yellowish~

it's not over yet......

try to imagine what a bunch of guys will do after filled up their stomach?
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tada!!!!!!!
over-boredom :P

now i understand why my extreme surgery teacher said there will be more cases of fracture during spring-summer time.....@.@"

i always wanted to jump high into sky!!!
some more with different poses~
finally conquered!! haha

as u can see the weather is changing from the pics....cloud approaching from no where out of sudden and spoiled our mood. Crimea weather change every second, just like gals( sorry, no offense to any gals out there but this my own experience)

this is what we spotted during the way back down hill, do u see anything there?

yeah, it's a squirrel~
it's cute, isn't it?

i m growing.........

growing in height?...i wished it's still happen on me :(
in term of wisdom...of course i'm gaining some wisdom each and everyday, i learnt everyday :)
in term of age, every person on this earth is growing older day by day then...
so...perhaps u might be wondering what i wanna talk about in this post..
actually i realise myself is growing for the past few weeks.......... in horizontal way


OMG~~~! never had myself feeling of being fat like this before..and there gone my 6 packs abs :P
my waist is bigger, pants are more tight,
my tummy is bigger and rounder than ever i felt before.....oh shit!!! it's like 3 months pregnant!
sometimes i was wondering something growing inside my abdomen?....nah, it cannot be, no obstruction, compression and neoplasm signs on me.
could it be intestinal hypertrophy? due to overload of foodstuffs and fluid inside.....but i defecated normally everyday. so what's the problems?

i should blame on the recent heavy meals and lack of execises.....and also cold rainy weather which keeps me stayed indoor, and sleep/sit whole day long.

'come on...get ur butt of the chair and do exercises~'

hard work to reduce my tummy :
bumping 100 per day
sit up 50 per day
stretching 20 min per day
mb will add jogging 2km...
aih, depends on my left feet which currently sending warning impulses to me for overusage :S

一波未平；一波又起

还记得上一两个星期在网路上闹得轰轰热热医学新生的无能。。。。本地与海归派双方面都骂来骂去，你说我不是、我说你不对。。。公说公有理；婆说婆有理，真的是百口莫辩，有理说不清！

与其斗个你死我活，不如作一些对自己有益，又能为大家贡献的东西，这样好吗？？

为了自保也好，为了生存也好。。还是为了大家也好，只要是好的东西，实际的，行得通的。。。为什么不打开双手欢迎呢？相信我们大家都很努力着为自己的未来、为自己的前途拼命。好的东西会拿取来分享、有问题大家一起检讨、行不通的东西修改、坏的东西删掉。。。。那不实际的呢？还是别浪费时间物力与金钱罢~

天下没有东西是完美无瑕的。你自己的一套，未必是大家都能接受的那一套。许多东西都是需要修改、检讨后才能变得更好、更完美。如果有人告诉你直走会撞壁、会受伤，你该骂那个人吗？？如果不能接受大众的意见，是不是少了大将风范呢？要成为大将或首领，就必须要能伸能鞠、要泰山不让土壤。不能接受意见但要讲人是非，还要骂给你意见的人，非君子也。