home alone

being home alone....i guess not many people will like this way, rite?how many people can withstand loneliness?
but for me i enjoy my every chances being home alone....
do what ever i want, watching movies without distraction, listening to which ever music i like,switch on speaker aloud....etc
every time i will treat myself like i m the king in my own world....hahaha
being alone once in a while is a great experience...
it can relief myself from the tension world....although it's just temporarily
but it's enough for relexing :)

rather uncertain with what should i do with my hospital attachment.....
felt a little bit disappointed with discouragement from doctors who encourage me to skip attachment and go for summer holiday fun....and it's when i was keen to learn :(
i guess what they trying to convey is try to enjoy my student's life to the fullness before i start my hectic doctor's life :S

anyway...i guess i just prepared for the worse ever situation imaginable.

sick of being like this....

this thing been sticking with me for pass a week....
i though i could get rid it all by myself...NOP :(
everyday it wakes me up...troubling me for whole day long.....
OMG....please let go of me k??
sick of being nose stuck, running nose and cleaning my nasal cavity all the time
some more i guess it's progressing now....oh shit!!! i felt like something in my left middle ear, and my throat start feeling itchiness......
please....i don't want to get sick at this time

now i m posted in seremban GH...hopefully can stick with some prof and learn something useful....hehe
god bless me pls...let me recover faster, let me learn more :D

olympic fever

today is 080808....a very best day for chinese(coz 8 is a very good number for chinese) and also a good day for me coz i just finish my elective posting at hospital, wahahaha~~~i m free!!!this day is also a BIG day for China, Beijing 29th olympic games started on the 8th of august 2008 8.08pm
'one world, one dream'~ was the slogan for this olympic games..
the opening ceremony was magnificently stunning...although i didn't watch the entire opening ceremony..so sad, but i gonna download it and keep it :)
and of course as a fan of sport i keep myself updated with most of the sport event...
hope i really have time to do so...coz the next olympic i will be in hospital most the time, i will not have the chance to do so
2 days passed, alot medals are given out...and guess who will top the medal tally?
China?? USA?? or Russia?.....
as an oversea chinese, of course i hope China can top the tally in their home country
getting bored by seeing either Russian or USA be the tycoon in sport arena..i prefer new faces, especially from Asia,haha
without astro.....i can't catch up with most the live events.. rtm 1 & 2 live commentary are just insufficiency to fill up my thirst for the sport news
but i will find out most of the final results from the net,wahahaha

let the fever begins~~~

posting in medical ward

this week i started my posting in medical ward..as usual i go to hospital at the morning and return home at the afternoon.
most of my friend asked me,'did u get paid while working in hospital'......which i hope i did, as i m run out of money all the time during my summer holiday(no pocket money mar)
actually i'm not working in hospital at this present time. i m just a medical student, which still have long way to go, much things to learn...who gonna hire me as a medical assistant who know just little thing? just let me know and i will definately go to them,hahaha

some of my friend already done their posting, on their way for holiday plan, while i still have 2 weeks to go...sometime i just found it's quite boring to be alone in hospital...what can i do, it's so hard to find a person with same objective as i in the hospital, or maybe i just not that lucky to meet someone.

feeling tire and sleepy for the entire weekday since came back from my genting trip with family..
although i get myself enough sleep for 7 hours a day, but the hot weather just make me feeling lethargic and my eye lid heavier than ever... just hate the feeling

1st night in A&E

today i was so intended to go for A&E department, since i m so looking forward to enter A&E in the past 3 weeks attachment in hosp
i was looking for a company all the time so that i won't feel too boring to be alone in A&E, but end up no one would like to company me coz all my friends are soooo 'busy'...so sad

yesterday night i said to myself i will go for A&E, haha
yes indeed i went for it alone......
i thought tonite i will be alone, maybe standing there whole night doing nothing but blocking those medical staffs....'niet'(which means 'no' in russian), it was a nice experience.
at 1st i met some IMU students, 'wau', they are hardworking, and one of them which i met are really brilliant and nice...but in my opinion most of them are great, just i don't have the opportunities to interact with them. really hope to learn more from them and the medical staffs.
and then i met my old IMU friends....i was really surprisingly to meet them. and thanks alot to them which makes my 1st night at A&E more fruitful....looking forward to join them as 'comrade',haha
i thought to stay there overnight, but half way in the middle i ran back home..just can't tahan the loneliness...
tmr will be another A&E night for me...

body part <------>food

here is what i heard from a doctor when i was posted to labor wad
'your body is somehow connected with the food'
who does he tried to say?? i guess.......
the case was...
a malay lady with 2nd degree obesity with maternal hypertension, gravida 1 and parity 0
she had a macrosomic baby, and by the time i enter the cubic she just finish the delivery and motionless....
the baby is big, with jelly cord(actually nothing special about jelly cord, it's just a jelly-like cord)
when i look at the patient's vagina, there is a lacerated wound, should be due to tearing when the baby try to come out, and the wound is very big even the external sphincter ani muscle is torn.

here comes the doctor asking"how do differentiate internal and external sphincter muscle?"
refer to the sentence he said above, internal sphincter is lighter in color which will be fishy color, while external sphincter will be darker in color which resemble beef color.

yeah..it's a good way for remembrance, but somehow if starting from now on every time u eat fish or beef you think of the sphincter ani muscle........yew!!!!
for me it's ok...i never think much when i m hungry, i can have good appetite even after inspecting a smelly cadaver, how about you??

偷懒。。？

通常我每天七点多到医院，然后都会呆上整个上午，吃过了午餐再回医院走一圈，有时还会呆到下午三四点，才拖着‘疲累’的身体开车回家。
我有遇到几位IMU的朋友都说我好勤劳，好‘bia’！！其实我自己知道自己的料，我对许多医学知识一知半解，不是忘得一干二净，就是根本没听过。。。。和他们比较，我觉得自己好渺小，必须靠边站了。。
曾经很疑惑，到底我学了四年的知识到哪里去了？或许是国度风情不一样吧，临床的时候那些所学的东西好像都一文不值了。。。天啊！！！！
今天终于狐狸尾巴跑出来了。。十一点多便溜走了。。。。
跑回家后，也没读书，就一直打扫家里。。。洗洗车。。。听听歌。。。上网一下。。。整个下午就这样过了
说我偷懒。。。。偶尔一次不用紧吧，今天突然感觉很想休息。。。。把那些烦恼抛到九霄云外~
以后做医生就不能了 ：P

elective posting

currently i'm posted in GH, for 2 weeks in O&G department. this is my 2nd time posted in this hospital. i m glad i met some new doctors which are friendly and make some new friends here, and of course learning new stuffs, which also remind me the knowledges i forget, which makes me realize the more i learn, the more i don't know ..... oh gosh, there are still much more rooms for me to pick up :S

• short forms
• different kinds of terming
• instruments
• drugs' name
• rules and regulations

i been in O&G for 4 days.. i can say it's a tough posting, if i really go into it by details...
but at the moment, i still having my pleasure time over here.
i always wanted to learn more, just i not really know which is the better way
goin back tonite for the night shift?...still thinking of it
sometimes the lazy worms just run throughout my body....