happy graduation

yeah...it's my day, my graduation day~


thanks kelvin and his GF for giving me such cute graduation present...haha
and thanks everyone for making my graduation a memorable event:)

here goes the end of my Uni life, and start of working life, gambateh everyone!!

tomorrow is the day

exams day....doom day?
it would be terrify for me if i were back to 6 years ago, when i still used to the exams style back in malaysia...but now, if u know i still can blog 1 day before my exams, u might be able to guess how m i doing now,hahaha

it's still important,as a process to be a doctor, and i m still a bit worried for tomorrow result, although it's kind of 99% sure for passing.
still, there's lot of stuff to cover, alot more memory power neeeeeeded(temporary memory actually) for sudden gush influx of information just for few hours of exams and may be forgotten straight after exams,hahaha~sound like waste of time and energy for me

anyway, just go back to where i was and continue to cover all the topics, hopefully
pls pray for me if u r free, and congrats for those who successfully passed their exams

2/3 a doctor

yeah~
u might be wanna ask...why 2/3?
what do i mean by 2/3?
actually it's jz nth much, to graduate as a doctor here..
1stly we have to pass our krok exam, which i did
then we will hv another 2 days for physical n oral examinations for 3 subjects each day
now...i already marched more than half way pass the door

i just realise, to graduate as a doctor from here is not difficult
but to practice as a doctor in life will be challenging....do u agree?

for a doctor gonna be out there, let face the challenges together~

it's over~

yes....finally it's over
no more krok,
no more rubbish english which makes me feel so retarded
everything is over
now,
i can only wait for the result...

lets pray for the best for everyone... :)

bye bye O&G, hello CID

finally...end of my O&G cycle
finally, finished reworking all my missed classes and exam
finally...i can walk without crutches
finally...it's last week of my 11th semester

O &G

having O&G cycle now...even with my right ankle sprained, i still want to go for class (the main reason is i don't want to have countless reworking classes)
so, finally we can have some chances to do VE and bimanual palpation, observed some abortions and even felt the curating movement......aih, when is my chance?

maybe i shouldn't be so rush, have to wait till my leg fully recover, then i shall get my chance...
still have plenty of time for me to get my chance.

is all the hardworks gonna pay off?

i'ts quite hard decision...it's all lie upon me and i guess it's quite huge responsibilities....
it's kind of 1st experience for me, but i believe i can handle it well, as i have bunch of good and nice comrades around me, we have had fight all along the way until now, we started as nothing, but now at least we can come out with something, and hopefully with this something can bring many many things for all of us.
but so far did we heard any compliments?......anyone heard it? tell me if you do :)
what i heard are all backtalks, criticism, bad remarks.....are we able to get through it?
are all our hardworks going into drains? it's all depends on the response, and it tells me it's GOOD!

for anyone out there, pls have a look inside, try to see for what we had done so far before giving any comments. your concern is highly appreciated :)

trying to walk today...but still felt something unusual with my right ankle joint....aih

hoping too much...

i guess everyone did that....when we want to have something desperately...we keep on hoping, making the same wish over and over again, repeating whisper in the heart for that particular 'thing'...
of course, it's very good if your wishes come true, but if it's not...who cares? will you those reading my blog will cares for what i didn't get? stop the non-sense, u and i know exactly the answer.
(maybe ur mum or your closed-one will cares, do keep some hope on this)

but in the real world...nothing comes by free, everything you have to earn with your hardworks. hope can keep you alive, but how to be alive...you have to work it out!

can you spot the fracture?

see, this is my leg after the POP (plaster of paris, the name sound so nice but actually it's ugly :P)
what to do...there's really a tiny fracture on my right ankle, and i guess immobilize is the only way to let it heal

luckily i still able to change my pant after this POP :S

this is my x-ray can you find the fracture?

sprain ankle

had my right ankle sprained yesterday after the basketball game, and it's swollen, becoming bigger and bigger :S

initially i thought it should be fine, coz i m used to all kind of strain injury. so i just took my 'tie da jiu' and massage myself. but the prognosis is not as good as what i thought..it get worsen over the night, i hardly slept with my swollen ankle, and i felt the tightness of skin around ankle, due to the swollen foot

and this is what i saw on my right foot this morning

swelling of my right ankle, u can see the hematoma just below the lateral malleolus

comparing both feet..one big foot and another smaller

from the side.....gosh i felt tightening of skin :s

from there on....i start to decide going to hospital for treatment. 1st i asked help from jeffrey. he suggested me to find Dr Kong for treatment, and here goes my 1st acupuncture of my life....

ouch!!!

another 3 more :(

there are total of 5 needles

as the result of treatment...the swelling slowly resolve, but it still painful, and there are some chinese medicine herb on my ankle under the bandage

here goes my weekend with injured ankle :(

p/s: acupuncture is never painful, i just add the expression :P spraining the ankle is much more suffering from that

hopefully everything will be fine by tomorrow...swelling resolve, recovery of sprain and i will be able to walk soon :)

1st shoot of absinthe

heard of absinthe? yeah! i just get to know it last year, and only manage to try it out by yesterday night.
FYI...it's highly alcohol contain, around 60% or higher. it's something illegal elsewhere beside europe. U CAN ONLY GET IT IN EUROPE! (i got this from my friends...not sure it's true or not)

just get a shoot with 2 cubes of sugar, it smells like mint to me, then taste like.... some say it's listerine. U better try it urself, it can't be describe in words, at least with my level of english i'm unable to perfectly write it out, just give urself a shoot,ha~

it's great to have a try, but dun get urself drunk for it, just taste it :D

try to guess what else i did for the midnight?
haha~ i watch a horror movie alone in a dark room, without any lights and just with my laptop on....
my roomate was sleeping like dead body after the shoot,haha
and for the 1st time, i get shocked by a horror movie....that movie really scare me out :S
here goes my quarantine...watching movies till late night, which i suppose use for studing....
damn, i need some forces to push me for study.
it's very 'early morning' nw, and it's bed time for me...

not just another hindi movie...

suppose to use my day wisely, intentioned to do some studies today, and yes i did some for my O&G this morning.....only this morning :( and still most of my times were spend on chit-chatting and watching movies, how am i gonna to continue my study plan with so many movies and endless series queuing up in standby line?? gosh~i just wish i and endless time as well for these :P

just watch a not that ordinary hindi movie. FYI, i rarely watch any hindi movie but this caught my attention. There are no crowd dancing, and singing (opss..still some nice songs in the movie, thumb up for the songs) the movie is about 2 and half hours long, but surprisingly i watch it non-stop until the end...
this might not be a true story, but i believe it's happening out there somewhere

ok..just stop the crap and let u all know the movie, let's see the trailer :)



it's advisable for those who don't understand hindu to get the subtitle, coz there's quite a number of conversation in hindu :)

moral of the movie: people do made mistakes, living a life full of hatred won't brings u any good
p/s: clue for a peaceful world--> forgiveness :)

day 1

never been so aimless....
wake up in the early morning without knowing the time...switch on my comp, and browse throught LAN for movies....
i even forget what i took for my breakfast.....2 bananas??
look thru a textbook, nelson peads.....or should i say, staring?
nothing much progression....coz i m just staring, the info just hardly enter my mind :S
i guess i never logined to fcbk as frequent as today in my life time.....hahaha

seems like my 1st day is totally unmotivated......damn!
searching for motivation, any suggestion?
maybe i should read something else other than textbooks :)

it's confirmed....

damn it...it's confirmed 3 weeks quarantine in simferopol
stay in my room and have movies marathon??
hm.....should be studies marathon for me....
maybe is good time for me to flip thru all the missed out pages

home alone

being home alone....i guess not many people will like this way, rite?how many people can withstand loneliness?
but for me i enjoy my every chances being home alone....
do what ever i want, watching movies without distraction, listening to which ever music i like,switch on speaker aloud....etc
every time i will treat myself like i m the king in my own world....hahaha
being alone once in a while is a great experience...
it can relief myself from the tension world....although it's just temporarily
but it's enough for relexing :)

rather uncertain with what should i do with my hospital attachment.....
felt a little bit disappointed with discouragement from doctors who encourage me to skip attachment and go for summer holiday fun....and it's when i was keen to learn :(
i guess what they trying to convey is try to enjoy my student's life to the fullness before i start my hectic doctor's life :S

anyway...i guess i just prepared for the worse ever situation imaginable.

sick of being like this....

this thing been sticking with me for pass a week....
i though i could get rid it all by myself...NOP :(
everyday it wakes me up...troubling me for whole day long.....
OMG....please let go of me k??
sick of being nose stuck, running nose and cleaning my nasal cavity all the time
some more i guess it's progressing now....oh shit!!! i felt like something in my left middle ear, and my throat start feeling itchiness......
please....i don't want to get sick at this time

now i m posted in seremban GH...hopefully can stick with some prof and learn something useful....hehe
god bless me pls...let me recover faster, let me learn more :D

good luck~

i guess everyone taking exams in next following few weeks need this more than anyone else...
the luck will determine ur exams result.....so 'play' hard with ur examiners,hahahaha

will be officially finish my 5th year of medical student life in just another 20 days,
come on...wish me luck :D

in the midnight....

wau.....now only i realized i have abandoned my blog for some time
the previous post was....OMG, 11 days ago
i missed out some replies...sorry guys, i was kinda busy lately.
not actually sticking my nose into books and notes....instead wondering here and there, watching britains got talent semifinals and listening to yiruma(this is a korean link, sorry guys)....both buzzing in my head constantly.
they are not irritating, yet i'm quite enjoying with them...just i guess the timing isn't that right then.
still have stack of notes to study, and time is running out....gosh~~~!and i'm still blogging here.

what to do...i hate boredom, and blogging is one of the best way for me to express myself, de-stress, and relax.
hm~~ should have rest earlier coz tomorrow gonna have another autopsy...
corpse and forensic are not my interests, just somehow we as medical students had to learn this :(
by the way, experience of cutting dead people maybe just once in the life time...u dare to try?

ExamZzzzzz

i believe this is the word most students hate about...
endless exams just like ton of stones pressuring on our shoulder
what to do..this is the student's life, get thru it!!!
time is running out, better catch up fast
why i added 'Zzzz' at the end there? coz all the study materials are super NARCOTIC

hahahaha

NO WATER

damn it!!! no water supply in hostel?????
i cant take bath after the long jog
no water for cooking, no water for washing, no water for everything!!!!
what else i can do with dirty smelly sweaty body?
can't lie on my bed for rest,
can't concentrate on my studies......
arhhhh......how to clean myself up?

damn!