passion!

haha....it has been long time since the last login into this blog....
i was wondering.....am i that busy to update my blog?
until certain extend...yes i m, and for some excuses, i m lazy as well, haha
not that i have no intention to update it anymore,
just.....i felt tire everyday after come back from work
i prefer to do something else....something which can relax my mind, my soul and my body especially

of course sleep is the best way for me, :D as i m always sleep deprived since the 1st day i started my work
blogging was always my favorites during my uni days.....not only writing a blog, but also blog hopping... i like to read other's blogs
but i dun hv much chance, or time now....too bad
it's always the passion which keep something on the track, keep it on the run...
any comment left will passionate me to keep my blog alive
and hopefully will make me work throughout the days :)

since after i start my work, i realised how important that we need to work smart rather than work hard...and to avoid any encounter with "snake" in your working field
haha...there will be endless story to talk about which will cost me countless time to write it here...

anyway, i m glad that i had successfully passed my surgical posting, currently having some fun with all the kids in the ward( except during review and procedure)
again this is a brand new environment and vast knowledge for me to absorb...
some 7 EOD calls awaiting me....aih

goin to 3 months..

without noticing it...it's already going to be 3 months since i start working as a doctor..
how did i manage to pass these horrible days?
looking all my seniors one by one passing their posting accessment, soon will be my turn, so scary! wondering how i m going to do during my accessment

i started to felt a bit lost actually, loosing my determination, the soul n spirit to continue my journey
i started my work enthusiastically....day by day and after all the workload
my enthusiasm fade
what i gained after all these?
i get some simple knowledge and managements on pt
and of course i get my salary
but in other way i sense that i start loosing my health
been coughing on and off...sneezing uncontrollably....sometimes with watery eyes
i guess i m infected by some sort of virus...

life as a doc really ain't easy, it's far away from my imagination, not till the worst extend but i will never say i m enjoying this career at the moment
i believe the worst are there to train us up, and the best is always awaiting and welcome us for the enjoyments :)

2 months....

almost working for 2 months...
and i learn alot during this period...
something we wont have the chance to experience during study days
i...
get to know someone who is helpful
get to know someone who is selfish
get to know how to avoid problematic cases
get to know how to solve problems/tasks assigned

this is not a happy working environment, according to most of my colleagues told me
but i know this is the task given to all of us,
we should try our best to make it a good place for all of us, shouldn't we?

let makes the great thing happens :)

after a month long

hm......finally i get in touch with internet after almost a month long
yeah....i m back!
guess wat,
i had the worst time in my life experienced within this month(so far..hopefully there won't be any in future)
i had the most joyful moment, i guess most ppl will know it when they start working, especially after the 1st month :D
i had the toughest period ever....how did a consecutive 11 eod tag calls sound to u?
but i had friend did 13 eod consecutively.....salute her very much
i had learn to value a true friendship in a short period, very much appreciate it

there will be many more to come in the future, for good or bad, let brain wave for the best ever to come :)

here i come

just know my posting hospital for next two years...
initially i was a bit uncertain about the location when i 1st open the letter, and i saw the Hosp Kajang.
it's my 3rd choice, bt my heart was telling me to go somewhere further since i wont stay back at home, so instead of kajang, why not go Sabah or Swk for more allowances and subsidies? money was the 1st thing come in my mind that time...i was so going to appeal for Sabah Hosp, but at last i didn't.
i m more calm by now, and decided to go with the faith. Kajang is not a totally strange place for me, i been there quite a long time ago for a competition back in secondary school days, and i had a pleasant experience, so why not now again?haha
wish me luck~

new chapter begins!

just get my induction camp letter today...felt so excited as finally i got my call to start work after 'measuring land" for about 3 months...what a waste of time!
but now, lets just forget about it and all i need to do now is focus on my coming challenges
may luck always be with me, wish i will get the posting hospital i wanted for the next 2 years.....

where is my letter?

waited more than one month since my interview day...more than 2 months since i pass up my complete documents in Putrajaya, yet until today i still waiting for my induction letter, still "measuring ground" in my home....
what can i say?.....sien:(

too much of graduates??!?! and perhaps less manpower for processing plus inefficiency of workforce made the wait longer....there's a long queue still :(
in conjunction with whole nationwide big celebration of Hari Raya....i guess some people still in Raya mode even till today

looking all my friends one by one getting their letter, starting to work, and some even already work for months, it doesn't feel good unless you are enjoying your holiday somewhere else

maybe they just want me to have another week of rest......
maybe i should take more time to brush up more knowledges
or maybe, there's no more space for incoming new houseman?

whatever, just hopeit will come in no time, although endless and countless frustrations cum scolding with anger will be on their way :S

a joke to share....

no insult to anyone out there, just read thru n hv a laugh :)

I believe some people may have 'problem' with spelling words like physiotherapist, psychiatry, psychology, and whatever 'psycho.. at some time. Perhaps the following would help with remembering one of it ..

Physio was an intelligent boy. After doing a physiotherapy course abroad for 3 years, he returned home and set up a clinic in his hometown.

He asked a designer to make a new name plate to be hung on the walloutside the clinic. The next morning when he went to his clinic, he was pleased to find that the name plate was already put up but he was greatly annoyed by the wordings on the plate : TUKANG URUT. He went to

the designer and took him to task.

"How can you insult my profession? 'Tukang Urut' means masseur in Malay. I am a physiotherapist and not a masseur! Make sure you change the name right now! And see that the word is spelt correctly!" Physio said angrily.

The designer apologized and promised to make the changes immediately. Without further delay, he proceeded to change the name but found that the word "physiotherapist' was too long. So he broke it up into three words to make it easier to read.

The next morning, Physio hit the roof when he saw the new name. On the name plate were written : PHYSIO THE RAPIST

still waiting....

after 2 months of waiting...i m still here waiting for my time to start work
never thought it would be so late...
i wished i have the eager to go back and learn...but seem like what i m doing now, more like time-wasting
arghhhhhhhh....
WHAT AM I DOING NOW????

do it!

stop waiting and DO IT NOW!!

gathering....

14 years ago...we graduated as a bunch of small kids getting ready to run on our track, heading towards different direction of life... without knowing that we might see each other again
14 years today.....under 1 unpredictable circumstances, we keep in touch again

tonite, i take out the long forgotten yearbook of my primary school, it looked so "old" now after i put it in the cabinet untouched for more than 10 years
there's some bookworms in it, those pages already turned yellow, luckily those words in it still remains
while flipping thru it, some of them i still remember clearly, some roughly...some, i have no idea,haha

glad that we still can meet each other after dismissed for such a long time
can't wait to meet you guys again after so long time
hope that we all will have a pleasant time together :)

POINTS ON HOW TO IMPROVE YOUR LIFE

Personality:

1. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
2. Don't have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment
3. Don't over do; keep your limits
4. Don't take yourself so seriously; no one else does
5. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip
6. Dream more while you are awake
7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..
8. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
10. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present
11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you
12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.
Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
13. Smile and laugh more
14. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Community:

15. Call your family often
16. Each day give something good to others
17. Forgive everyone for everything
18. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6
19. Try to make at least three people smile each day
20. What other people think of you is none of your business
21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

Life:

22. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.
23. GOD heals everything
24. Do the right things
25. However good or bad a situation is, it will change
26. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up
27. The best is yet to come
28. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful
29. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it
30. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy.

懒惰了。。。全都原形毕露

还记得我回来那么久，我都不断的想，到低怎样才可以把屋子弄得比较好看
两个星期前。。。每天都努力的和妈一起打扫，当然哥哥和大嫂也功不可没
尽量把所有没用的东西都丢了
为了就是让它看起来比较整齐，比较像一个家
努力有了小许结果。
结果大家回来了
那几天，希望大家都过得还好吧，我已经尽力了
至少，那两天我还觉得像个家吧

可是。。。一切却复原了，才一个星期
又是一个乱七八糟的地方。。。。唉

blogging.....

since the day i arrived back in malaysia...i become so reluctant to blog
not that i m very busy, all time packed with activites....no, no
but i m too bored...tired of boredom!
wish to get a part-time job somewhere...at least get some pocket money for ownself
i really felt uneasy whereby i still need to ask money from parents at this age
should hv become financial independent yet i still asking / begging money from them
aih!

how to make a better way?... i kept this thought in my mind all the while
just stay in house all day long doesn't make sense for me...
what i want is to make sufficient money to support my daily expenses

haih...how i wished to start work earlier nw :(
so many rants but no solutions

hello again~

After a long journey, now i am back for this almost forgotten blog of mine.
With the recharged soul i came back to my motherland after a long 6 years studies abroad.

I heard a lot of suggestions from others : Why don't you stayed there? Do you want come over to Singapore? Where are you going to work? etc....
perhaps I might consider one of the option if my condition allowed me to do so, but just forget it at the moment as i already made up my mind to serve my home country. Maybe not the best choice ever, but still an acceptable option :)

on my steps to europe!

hi fellows,
i wont be around for quite long until i come back from my europe trip...

Kiev - Frankfurt - Barcelona - Madrid - Porto - Lisbon - Milan - Venice - Kiev

all these places in jz 15 days....what an amazing race :S

happy graduation

yeah...it's my day, my graduation day~


thanks kelvin and his GF for giving me such cute graduation present...haha
and thanks everyone for making my graduation a memorable event:)

here goes the end of my Uni life, and start of working life, gambateh everyone!!

finally a MD

it's just a relieving end for me...everything goes smooth :)
after a long journey of 6 years, now becoming a doctor
life is never gonna be the same as student anymore
it's the end of one chapter, and also the beginning of another
challenges ahead waiting for me....
tough tasks, unbearable critics, vast knowledge, precise skills, and so on....
there will be strong determination to help me overcome all these hurdles
must have confidence, believe and faith!

tomorrow is the day

exams day....doom day?
it would be terrify for me if i were back to 6 years ago, when i still used to the exams style back in malaysia...but now, if u know i still can blog 1 day before my exams, u might be able to guess how m i doing now,hahaha

it's still important,as a process to be a doctor, and i m still a bit worried for tomorrow result, although it's kind of 99% sure for passing.
still, there's lot of stuff to cover, alot more memory power neeeeeeded(temporary memory actually) for sudden gush influx of information just for few hours of exams and may be forgotten straight after exams,hahaha~sound like waste of time and energy for me

anyway, just go back to where i was and continue to cover all the topics, hopefully
pls pray for me if u r free, and congrats for those who successfully passed their exams

lesson 1

why waste time on jealous or envy how good other people doing?
use your precious time to think how to make use of yourself better

望梅解渴，还不如自己挖口井。。以后都有水喝