happy b'day,mom

happy birthday mom...
so sad i can't celebrate ur birthday together with u...
it been many years we are separated for ur birthday
this year stayed the same
and i was in middle of exams right now..
busy preparing for tomorrow exam..
yet, i will never forget ur BIG DAY
wish u stay healthy and happy all the time

p/s: regard the b'day cake...i make one for u when i go back..k? i promise, muaks~~~

a new counter

just add a new counter(hope this one work better)
i think i have to spend some time in 'suiting-up' this blog....nah, not now
passed my neurology exam today, not with flying good marks just like i expected
what to do...is my fate
2 more to go in ....8 days, i m just half way pass the hell, MAN!!


p/s: the dummy accidentally knock off the stone is a malaysian..i recognise his face!! he better watch out!!haha :P(just kidding)

hit by a stone...auch!!

u know what...yeah, i was hit by a stone drop from 9th floor today, yes!!! it fall from 9th floor balcony of my hostel on to my head(it hit on parietal part of my head, luckily not on my face) and it's size like half thickness of oxford clinical hand book....can u imagine how big it is???
there goes the unlucky part......

fortunately..i m a lucky one
of course u guys sure wonder i still can update my blog here after hit by such stone?
i m not injuried, of course, neither any mental disorder....i think there is just simple hyperemia after the hit, which i also not aware of it coz it's cover with my hair, haha

WHY? coz i was standing at 8th floor balcony for taking fresh air after long time sitting and studying for hygiene. while i was enjoying the view, some dummy on 9th floor balcony just accidentally knocked off cement from the 9th floor balcony while talking to phone, and it drop on my head....poor me. the hitting force is not strong enough to hurt me, but i still can feel the pain on the spot

there are some more luckier people..
they are just walking down the hostel on the ground floor wanting to enter hostel.....
the cement drop on the silver roof..... 'bang' and not hit people down there...god blessed them
but they were shock by the sound when the cement hit the roof..and shouted to find out who is the culprit for that.

aih...that person still not aware that bunch of people shouting at him and continue his conversation on the phone, and acted innocent and guiltless.....he looked shock when everyone down there shouted for him, and i m the one explained to him what just happened, but i didn't explain i was hit by the cement.(i should scold him for that!!*&^&%#%*^%)

imagine if that drop on my head....terrible!!!

initially i wanted to scold him for not apologies for what he did, but later i just let it go coz i don't think i want to waste my study time on scolding that dummy.. i don't used to scold people, but i rather write it down on my blog and share with everyone else.

for that reckless person, or anyone living in high floor, pls be aware that there are might be someone down there. PLS don't drop/throw/spit purposely or accidentally in high air, u might kena someone down there!!

and sadly...this kind of incidence happen quite a number in my hostel, throwing bottles or rubbish just outside window...i wonder is this malaysian culture or russian culture?

i browse through internet and i saw an Medscape article

How Do You Handle Pre-examination Stress?

since i m in the pre-examination stress now(couldn't finish my revision......damn!)
so i just click in and try to get some tips on the stress management, tips on studies etc
it's not really helpful, (maybe just for me..u may try to have a look if u r interested) it's just some general management and tips...nothing much

but, there is another link which caught my attention(might be will catch most of us to pay attention on it, haha)
a survey about sex lives of medical students(click here if u r interested)
i think anything which is 'sexually concern' will drag our attention.(it's a basic human nature )

p.s: exams just 3 more days away...kanasai lo!!!!

weird message

today afternoon i got a message from one of my friend, L back in msia...
actually she just a messenger for another person...a person i been long never contact with her(i assign her as 'W' in following..)

the message just pop out all of sudden out of nowhere, and i was totally lost when i read the message(blurr case, i wonder for what W doing so....)
this is the conversation.....

L : W want to say soli to u
me: ???
L : W ask me is there any chance to meet u online in msn, and i said yes
me : why W wants to apologies to me?? ( i was totally blurrrrr..)
L : W ask me to apologies to u on behalf of her. W wants to say soli to u for making u angry that day. (i been never contact with W since last summer, which day is it?)
me : when u meet her?
L : on last monday, 19
me: why suddently W want to apologies to me?
L : i don't know, i m just a messenger.
me : where is W now? u still keep contact with W?( i lost her contact for very long time)
L : W live in setapak now, i rarely contact with her.
me : i still wonder why she wanna say soli to me.
L : don't ask me, i m just a messenger. i have things to do, gtg
me : ok..c ya

there ends the conversation....
i still don't really know why W wants to apology to me, there might be some misunderstanding between us. i never angry at her, totally ever and never, and she never makes me feel angry before. i m not the type of person easily get offended. i just want to be clear cut here, so there won't be any misunderstood in future.
hope W will see this message here and won't feel any 'soli' to me anymore.

p/s: exams just days away....no time to think abt weird stuff. The brighter way of thinking it is, days to go back m'sia are nearer as well :)

visitor count error?

i recently added a visitor count to my blog..and it was only few hundreds visitors yesterday
but when i look at it today and i get shock!!!
there are already 3 thousand plus visitors.....
my 1st thought is, something must be wrong with the meter
how come there are so many visitors just over one night?.....
i still wondering....
and the counter still running... the number increasing every second...
if that continues...i should add some advertisement on my blog to earn some $$, haha

exams vs movies

tension increasing as exams approaching....
what most people doing while exams coming? definitely the answer is study, prepare for exams..
yea, of course i did so, but just for around 10% of my daily time(but i think in real is less than that)
oh gosh...what am i doing the rest of the time?

• most of the time(around 45%) i sleep, although i m insomnia, but once i slept i m nothing else but a dead body, unless i recharge for 8 hours(min. 6 hours)
• then another 15-20% of time i spent on my daily lesson in class( chit-chatting most the time except learning or studying) there goes about one third of the day
• another 20% of time i sitting in front of my comp, watching movie(i just finish the survivor Micornesia) playing some mind games/brain trainer(will intro it abit later) surfing internet, updating my blog or replying email /messages.
• left 5-10%--for my daily activites lo, 'bang sai', take bath, cooking,eating, walking and excercising etc.

aih, worrried for the exams...really have to reschedule my day now

one day trip

me at the final destination

it was two weeks ago, we planned to visit seaside during our spring holiday
we went to a town in sea coast of Crimea State, Sevastopol
it was a military base during World War II, and now it is a famous tourist spot in Eastern Europe. unfortunately there are not many battle ship left over there

we took train to reach there. it took around 2 and half hour to reach Sevastopol from Simferopol trust me...it's a long journey.

countryside view along the railway

a view at the train station after arrival

it's not like going to seaside in Malaysia, where u may reach within 1 hour, but here it will take u at least 2 hour(crazy)me at Balaklava, a small port near Sevastopola tunnel for submarine in Balakalvaa view at the dock with many boats

jellyfish at the dock, so beautiful

jellyfish in my hand, felt just like jelly

from the dock we move to our final destination via matsut(local public van transport)
another half hour to go there...Fiolent

still long way walk to cliffwelcome to black seaview at the cliff, magnificent!!black sea and the sky..do u see the line in between?group photo before went down the cliffstarting to walk down.....tooooo many steps :Sjust half way down, still long way to go
people down there are so tiny
sooo~~ tire after all the steps

guess what, we went down of equivalent height of 30 to 40 floors....can u imagine we have to walk all the way up again, it was 'breath taking'.....
anyway, we still manage to make it back to top once again, but we all have shortness of breath.
it was a tiring trip(we left Simferopol at 7am, and reach back Simferopol at 10pm) coz we waste toooo many time at transportation, but it's a memorable trip

母亲节

五月第二个星期日，

今天，很想拥抱一个人。。。。妈~

二十几年前我们打从娘胎出来到现在
您 就默默地为我们辛劳
您 给了我们生命
您 早晚忙碌为了填饱我们的糊口
您 苦口婆心的教导我们五兄弟姐妹
您 把我们抚育成长
您 为这头家做了无限奉献
直到今天
您 还在为我们的大小事物而操心

即使
您的头发也在岁月流过逐渐变白
您的肤色在磨练后加了痕迹
您 还是保持着那我们都熟悉的慈母笑容
您 一如往惯无微不至的关照我们

妈~
千言万语也不能表达您对我们的恩
身在异乡的我不能在你身边
惟有以此短信一表我的心意

母亲节快乐！

my desktop

hehe, everyone entered my room and saw my desktop definitely will ask me one question
"who is that girl on ur desktop?'
and i alway reply them "u try to guess, if u correct i will give u a present."

then they will start guessing"is she a Korean?"(most of my friend said i looked like a Korean, or Japanese rather than a Chinese.....anyway, it doesn't matter m i a Korean or not.)
i will start laughing and reply"does she looks like Korean? huh??!"
try to have a look and guess....hehe,
this is the girl i m looking at every time i switch on my laptopthey will continue guessing other nationality,like Taiwanese, Japanese, Chinese, ABC, etc and i just continue laughing.
WHY?
the answer is :
actually i also don't know who she is, i just simply copied her image from a website
anyway, i just found her quite attractive, if anyone know who is she pls let me know as well, thankz

the greed of man

this is a legendary hk series, one of my favorite during my childhood
it's a very old series, but it just caught my intention to watch it all over again.
i can see extinct bottle-shape mobile phone, box size television, classic round shape sun-glasses, old model Mercedes-benz.....etc in the series
it also remind me how rapid the world has change, how stunning the technologies develop, how fast the time fly.........and how much i have grown-up, yet still spending parents' $$

breaking bad news!!

i was reading an article in medscape and i found this title: breaking bad news
as a doctor there will be some unavoidable incidents whereby you have to(must) convey the bad news(especially dying news) to your patients or their relative and friends...

so as a medical students, how much have we learn to bring the bad news to others?we might only see this on the movies, we never been taught about this in medical school, except when you meet it clinically.(which we usually don't go to see how a doctor / surgeon inform the bad news)

hereby are some ways to bring the bad news in more comfort way(without mentioning the word 'die', or 'death'), but still eventually means you will be gone sooooon

What Doctors Say in Discussions With a Dying Patient— Excerpts From a Role Playing Exercise

What the Physician Said: What the Physician Meant: Most people with this disease will have problems soon...Time could be very short—a few weeks to a few months. I think it is advisable to prepare for the worst and hope for the best. You are dying Your time may be short You are dying If there were a hundred people in your situation, most of those people would have major problems within one month or so...let's consider that we are now at Labor Day. By the time we get to late September, early October, I would expect that you would be having major challenges or problems. You are dying Certainly, it sounds like the disease is really threatening your life You are dying

so fellow friends out there, if you hear this from a doctor(or maybe someone else like gangster??) it means your life is in danger