Sunday, August 2, 2009

家的感觉。。。。?

这里是哪?曾经很熟悉。。。。但现在却陌生了
相信从来没有人会对自己的家以‘陌生’形容罢。。。。
已经有几年是这样了。。。。好久没感觉这里像一个家
到底是什么东西不对呢?犹记得以前我自己住的时候都不是这样的
为什么才离开几年 。。一切都变得不一样了。。。。
好怀念小时候我的家那个模样。。。。它能复原吗?

尽我所能罢。。。毕竟我也不是长久的住客,我能发言吗?
要是能塑造回我以前的空间已经很不错了 :)

2 comments:

H0p3 *愿* said...

hey hey,i have the same feeling like u have whenever i get back home. I go home once or twice a year,depence on the holiday and of course the price of the air fare.
Miss home so much so often,but once i landed down on from the plane,i start missing the days i m out of the home.
Every family has it's own issue,trust me. I came to realise that the harder i try to deny watever i dun like about my family(all the issues tat i hate)...it just push me away further,so much so tat sometimes i feel so alone, and dunno who i m,it is like denying a part of me.
So,i try to learn to accept it lo,it's easier to say,but try lor=) no one is born to be good parents,and no one is born to be good son/daughters,we all learn=)
all the best ya=)

P/s...dunno y, d older i grow,the more i think that family is so important in shaping one's character...argh..i feel so old by saying this..hahah

sine nomine said...

family is important...i knew that long ago. just this house no longer the way i used to be.....how to say, it's just different :(
peijen,u are just growing mature...not old :P. not many around us have that kind of understanding