born to be abandon?

been long time never update my blog, recently was busying with my children infectious diseases cycle....it's tough, alot to study, alot to memorize, a little to relax, no time to enjoy and to be lazy. :(
my daily life is like: wake up at 6 in the morning, go to class in hospital, come back around 2-3 pm, stuck my nose between books again after resting for awhile, and continue reading after my dinner......until go to bed around 12 midnight.

i guess some will say this might be the easiest life if compare to them, while...for me it would be like hell if i can't have enough sleeping time...that's my precious moment to recharge and rejuvenate myself. now i just felt myself is getting older, maybe due to everyday interect with young cute little naughty kids...the big contrast between us(me and the young patient) makes me feel like throwing away everything and go back to become a small child once more, but in reality there is nothing like Benjamin Button happens...

i guess some babies are cursed..they are not only abandoned, yet some of them are suspected HIV +ve......poor little life just come to this world to suffer. i m such a lucky person on this earth, living in such nice condition blessed with parents and siblings and friends, and sometime i still will grumble for some tiny matters...and which makes me feel like i m not grateful, not appreciative to what i had.....
sometimes we just need to look around, and u will realise u r no longer the unlucky person, but u having much more better life than others.
maybe these simple words can't easilly enlighten u who reading this, but it will remain in my blog and remind me always to be grateful :)

p/s: an apology to jeffrey K for what i said out in class to u, maybe u din hear it, but just want to let u know i din mean it. i thought i was joking but only after that i realise i had cross the line..so sorry