Sunday, May 31, 2009

happy birthday mum~~!

to the dearest and best mum in the world,

sorry for the past which i behaved rebelliously and didn't do my role as a son well enough
sorry for my incapability to stay beside u, care of u when u need ur son
sorry for being unfilial, unable to kept my promises and hurted u so much
sorry for not calling u for the last mother's day.....
sorry for any mistake i did in the past
i m so sorry mum, and i miss u alot~

i promised to make u a b'day cake long time ago, but i haven't deliver this promise......


my sincere wishes to u...
happy birthday mum~
stay healthy, happy and smile always :)

Thursday, May 28, 2009

in the midnight....

wau.....now only i realized i have abandoned my blog for some time
the previous post was....OMG, 11 days ago
i missed out some replies...sorry guys, i was kinda busy lately.
not actually sticking my nose into books and notes....instead wondering here and there, watching britains got talent semifinals and listening to yiruma(this is a korean link, sorry guys)....both buzzing in my head constantly.
they are not irritating, yet i'm quite enjoying with them...just i guess the timing isn't that right then.
still have stack of notes to study, and time is running out....gosh~~~!and i'm still blogging here.

what to do...i hate boredom, and blogging is one of the best way for me to express myself, de-stress, and relax.
hm~~ should have rest earlier coz tomorrow gonna have another autopsy...
corpse and forensic are not my interests, just somehow we as medical students had to learn this :(
by the way, experience of cutting dead people maybe just once in the life time...u dare to try?

Sunday, May 17, 2009

ExamZzzzzz

i believe this is the word most students hate about...
endless exams just like ton of stones pressuring on our shoulder
what to do..this is the student's life, get thru it!!!
time is running out, better catch up fast
why i added 'Zzzz' at the end there? coz all the study materials are super NARCOTIC

hahahaha

Thursday, May 14, 2009

NO WATER


damn it!!! no water supply in hostel?????
i cant take bath after the long jog
no water for cooking, no water for washing, no water for everything!!!!
what else i can do with dirty smelly sweaty body?
can't lie on my bed for rest,
can't concentrate on my studies......
arhhhh......how to clean myself up?

damn!

Monday, May 11, 2009

somewhere in simferopol.....

It's a sunny day..we are so glad it's sunny day as 2 previous day was rainy. accompanied by the sun on top of us, it brighten up our day and makes our mood lighter :D
i took some pics and random shoots....

before walking to the bbq spot
cheeers~~happy gals

it's about 15-20 minutes walk up the slope
seems like endless long way up
again....gonna up some more :S
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patient la....here comes some nice view

we had the whole panoramic view of Marino, the reservoir dam, some houses, trees etc

me in the shoot :)

after some photo shooting...it's time to set up the fire before the hunger hunt us down.
well~ i just skipped that part as i have no intention to post about the foods and ways we ate......hahaha, lets get back to some other pictures

see this little yellow flower?

it's scatter everywhere over the hill....so yellowish~

it's not over yet......
try to imagine what a bunch of guys will do after filled up their stomach?
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tada!!!!!!!
over-boredom :P

now i understand why my extreme surgery teacher said there will be more cases of fracture during spring-summer time.....@.@"

i always wanted to jump high into sky!!!
some more with different poses~
finally conquered!! haha

as u can see the weather is changing from the pics....cloud approaching from no where out of sudden and spoiled our mood. Crimea weather change every second, just like gals( sorry, no offense to any gals out there but this my own experience)

this is what we spotted during the way back down hill, do u see anything there?

yeah, it's a squirrel~
it's cute, isn't it?

Sunday, May 10, 2009

温柔的双手

又是感情流露的时刻
犹记得每一年的离别聚合,您的眼眶都会含着泪水
离别时,您会每天担心我独自在国外的日子,千万吩咐我要小心,要照顾自己
聚合时,您会开心得祝我平安归来,依旧的无微不至的呵护我。
记忆中,
您时时刻刻都为了我们兄弟姐妹辛劳。。。
不计回报,默默付出。
长大后的我们都聚少离多,各怀大志、各奔东西
惟您还是盼望我们哪天会倦鸟归巢
天天为我们准备好最温暖的被窝、最舒适的。。。家
您的双手,就是我们温暖的泉源

妈,母亲节快乐!~

Tuesday, May 5, 2009

anyone would like to speak for the doctors??

copied this entire article from confession of a medical student , which i would like to share with anyone out there

Doktor cuma 'berdiam' bila rakyat kritik khidmat mereka

Oleh AZMAN ANUAR
rencana@utusan.com.my

PENDEDAHAN berhubung isu penemuan dua doktor di Jabatan Kecemasan Hospital Kuala Lumpur (HKL) 'mencuri tulang' oleh Timbalan Menteri Wilayah Persekutuan, Datuk M. Saravanan sedangkan lebih 20 orang pesakit masih menunggu dalam kesakitan - memang menghangat.

Susulannya, pelbagai pihak lain turut mendedahkan versi pengalaman dengan doktor di hospital kerajaan. Semua doktor hospital kerajaan telah dicemuh oleh masyarakat.

Tetapi akhirnya lain pula cerita sebenarnya. Dua doktor yang dituduh curi tulang itu sebenarnya doktor pelatih yang baru habis bertugas sejak hari sebelumnya. Bilangan pesakit yang menunggu hanya lapan orang (selebihnya ahli keluarga yang menunggu).

Inilah bahana apabila membuat tuduhan tanpa usul periksa. Tidak rasa sedih dan terhinakah doktor dituduh sedemikian. Sedangkan kita tahu mereka bertugas dengan dedikasi, merawat pesakit berbilang kaum tanpa jemu, bekerja siang mahupun malam tanpa hirau penat dan lesu - tiba-tiba dituduh secara melulu sedemikian!

Jika ada pun doktor yang bersikap 'curi tulang' jangan dibuat andaian semua doktor begitu. Tempias nama buruk terpalit kepada institusi hospital kerajaan.

Pada hakikatnya ramai doktor masih bertanggungjawab dalam menjalankan tugas.

Sebagai rakyat Malaysia, mungkin kita pernah menjadi pesakit di hospital mahupun di klinik-klinik kerajaan.

Soal menunggu lama adalah lumrah kerana kita maklum jumlah pesakit yang ramai. Cuma sikap sewaktu memeriksa pesakit perlu dilakukan dengan penuh dedikasi - bukan menunjukkan reaksi kurang selesa dan kurang berminat untuk merawat pesakit.

Pun begitu, kita percaya masih ramai doktor yang komited dengan tugas mereka. Mungkin hanya satu dua orang sahaja yang tidak beretika dan sanggup mencalitkan lumpur kepada nama baik hospital.

Doktor dan pembantunya, jururawat telah diberi kursus dalam membentuk etika yang baik sewaktu bertugas. Mereka tahu cara untuk berhadapan dengan jumlah pesakit yang terlalu ramai termasuk melayan pelbagai kerenah pesakit.

Petugas di hospital kerajaan harus memberi layanan terbaik kepada setiap orang tanpa mengira status dan kedudukan. Jangan kerana pesakit terdiri dari golongan kurang mampu dan ditempatkan di kelas kedua atau ketiga, mereka dilayan bagai orang yang tiada perasaan - diherdik dan ditengking sesuka hati.

Profesion doktor cukup mulia. Tetapi naluri manusia sentiasa mahu dilayan dengan cepat dan tidak sabar jika terpaksa menunggu lama.

Perkara ini dilalui oleh para doktor. Bilangan doktor tidak pernah bertambah. Seorang rakan yang memilih bidang ini pernah meluahkan 'tidak ada masa yang cukup' untuk mereka.

Ada masa mereka terlepas waktu makan tengah hari. Kalau mahu ke tandas pun perlu bergilir-gilir. Perkara-perkara seumpama itu adalah biasa bagi seseorang doktor.

Namun, kita belum lagi mendengar doktor menjerit marah kerana kepenatan. Belum pernah kita lihat mereka memberontak dan mogok tidak mahu merawat pesakit.

Kita pun tidak pernah melihat para doktor berpiket menuntut hak mereka. Tak dengar oun mereka meminta dihargai. Sebaliknya mereka terus bekerja penuh dedikasi siang dan malam tanpa jemu merawat pesakit.

Sebenarnya tidak ramai antara kita sedar bahawa waktu bila doktor bekerja. Mereka memulakan tugas sebelum pukul 8 pagi, dan jika on call kena bertugas hingga 36 jam.

Banyak masa mereka korbankan untuk pesakit daripada bersama di sisi ahli keluarga, ibu bapa dan anak-anak.

Mereka tidak pernah merungut tentang gaji. Tidak ada siapa antara kita yang serius memikirkan soal menjaga kebajikan doktor.

Sekarang, amat jarang pesakit atau waris pesakit yang mengucapkan 'terima kasih' kepada doktor. Sebaliknya ada pesakit yang berani menghentak fail ke atas kepala doktor semata-mata kerana tidak diberi cuti sakit.

Tetapi doktor hanya diam, senyum dan meneruskan kerja. Bukanlah bermakna mereka tiada perasaan. Sebaliknya mereka dididik dan dipesan untuk bersabar dengan semua kerenah pesakit.

Jangan kerana desakan sesetengah pihak berkepentingan tertentu, mereka ini dijadikan mangsa dan bekerja dalam tekanan. Kelak ia hanya mendatangkan masalah kepada diri doktor, keluarga dan pesakitnya.

Mulai hari ini dan mengambil semangat baru sempena Hari Pekerja semalam, eloklah kita ringankan mulut untuk mengucapkan terima kasih kepada setiap doktor yang merawat kita

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please allow me to voice out my humble views
i believe most doctors still hold firm to this quote "1st do no harm".....
we are not any robotic machine nor computer-cyborg....we just like any other human being, same as our beloved patient; we need rest, we need caring and love, we will fall sick as well....
we are passionate to be a doctor, but that doesn't mean we should be treated less than a human. life are precious and priceless, everyone knew that and i believe each hospital staff will work their best in surviving every life..
or maybe i m sound naive in this complicated world? correct me if i m wrong :)

Monday, May 4, 2009

i m growing.........

growing in height?...i wished it's still happen on me :(
in term of wisdom...of course i'm gaining some wisdom each and everyday, i learnt everyday :)
in term of age, every person on this earth is growing older day by day then...
so...perhaps u might be wondering what i wanna talk about in this post..
actually i realise myself is growing for the past few weeks.......... in horizontal way


OMG~~~! never had myself feeling of being fat like this before..and there gone my 6 packs abs :P
my waist is bigger, pants are more tight,
my tummy is bigger and rounder than ever i felt before.....oh shit!!! it's like 3 months pregnant!
sometimes i was wondering something growing inside my abdomen?....nah, it cannot be, no obstruction, compression and neoplasm signs on me.
could it be intestinal hypertrophy? due to overload of foodstuffs and fluid inside.....but i defecated normally everyday. so what's the problems?

i should blame on the recent heavy meals and lack of execises.....and also cold rainy weather which keeps me stayed indoor, and sleep/sit whole day long.

'come on...get ur butt of the chair and do exercises~'

hard work to reduce my tummy :
bumping 100 per day
sit up 50 per day
stretching 20 min per day
mb will add jogging 2km...
aih, depends on my left feet which currently sending warning impulses to me for overusage :S