懒惰了。。。全都原形毕露

还记得我回来那么久，我都不断的想，到低怎样才可以把屋子弄得比较好看
两个星期前。。。每天都努力的和妈一起打扫，当然哥哥和大嫂也功不可没
尽量把所有没用的东西都丢了
为了就是让它看起来比较整齐，比较像一个家
努力有了小许结果。
结果大家回来了
那几天，希望大家都过得还好吧，我已经尽力了
至少，那两天我还觉得像个家吧

可是。。。一切却复原了，才一个星期
又是一个乱七八糟的地方。。。。唉

blogging.....

since the day i arrived back in malaysia...i become so reluctant to blog
not that i m very busy, all time packed with activites....no, no
but i m too bored...tired of boredom!
wish to get a part-time job somewhere...at least get some pocket money for ownself
i really felt uneasy whereby i still need to ask money from parents at this age
should hv become financial independent yet i still asking / begging money from them
aih!

how to make a better way?... i kept this thought in my mind all the while
just stay in house all day long doesn't make sense for me...
what i want is to make sufficient money to support my daily expenses

haih...how i wished to start work earlier nw :(
so many rants but no solutions